wishes for 2012

well its pretty simple.

1. ofcourse stay healthy and happy!

2. eveyone i love to stay healthy happy!

3.better results. eventho sayiing it now wont help but i'll keep reminding myself!(:

4. awesome time at BEAUTIFUL SHOW. please. i want the best tixs. i wanna have the best time of my life!!!! really i need my beast boys loove!!!!

5.more quality time with family!

6. things that i want:

11line abs(:heheeheh im working it okay

highwaist shorts please

more beast merchandises okay basically more money lol. need better money management next year!

7. lose weight. GROW TALL its annoying the heck outta me i cant wear what i wanna wer:( im trying my best already!

8.BEAST. let 2012 be an aweesome-r year for them. please. recognised for what they are and what they do. see them happy aand not so much injuries and all eventho its inevitable. just please bless them with goodhealth. and i kinda want this eventho i will cry, beast to find their true love. like seriouly, at their age no lover is a pretty sad thing. but like truelove. not for publicity okay.

9. OMG AND THIS. schoolteam. they will be choosing like next week. ireally want it and i can say that i worked hard for it okay. i was like a supersucker during the start and i dont think im the worst now.

10. more auditions opportunity so that i can have some fun?

11. some job lobang eventho i'll only be 14.

12.???what else cant think lol.

ok but the most important one is really FOR MY LOVE ONES TO BE SAFE HEALTHY AND I WANNA SEE THEM SMILING. reallly. thats the basic.



2011

2011 has been soooooooo eventful idk what to say man okay lemme be all nice now

so firstly,school

but honestly, really thankful that i got in stnicholas since i was suppose to be in anderson at first!(:

and like being able to meet wan er and all, really nice(: thankyou for letting me be in the clique!!!(: eventho we're still kinda awkward at times esp me/></ but i hope it gets better and we'll be close forever yeah? 

Wan Er,forever annoying yet nice yet crazy, can i say my best budd? idk if i am to her but you are to me(:

Liying, talktalktalk laughlaughlaugh, fashion budd!(: same class next year yoo we will bond yeah?(:

Gwyneth, sportsportssport now you're in sports class yay yoou!!(: have an awesome time alright?

Denise, youre really pretty and adorable okay stay like that(:

Kathleen, joker. really thats all man(:

Monique, taemin lover! continue loving him and hopefully he notices you one day and you guys can deng deng deng deng~/weddings bells ok loljk/

Chengleng, FELLOW FANGIRL YOOOOOOO!~continue being adorable and be with us more time yeah? i think we need some more quality time together(:

NETBALL(:

also despite not get into dance, pretty upset at first, im glad that i get to try another field and awesomely im enjoying it. not at first but now yes!(: and all the really nice people in netball!(: both the awesome yet crazy rachels, smartass audrey,quiet yet quirky at times kaiyan, forever cute/lol/ joanne, tall& very egoo carol, hearty laughter renee, seems like forever smiling christine, awesome stephanie,TALKKATIVE shini,  kpop buddaee vanessa,annooying yet really nice at times cassandra, extremely tall and shy chenyuan and forever joker pet(: thankyou for being in the team!(: sec2 netballers, iloveyou<3 goodluck to all of you guys in getting into schoolteam. youguys are gonna go tough yeah? we should alright, schoolteam, lets fight!(:

family

idk but this year seems soo far and like we dont really care alot for eachother? i mean i think its cos like now im in secondary sch so like dont really ger much quality time together, lets looove like crazy next year alright???(:

BISTEU.

OMG DO I NEEDA EVEN EXPLAIN. my boys they been thru so much in the past and now they are getting the recognition they MUST GET!(: im really happy that im in such a fanbase. years ago i was like eww whos this, i regret sorry boys:( but now i loove you so much i wanna hhdjahdjkwbefjd youguys(: you guys are awesome cute and just reallyreally awesome idk what to say want to cry alr lah. haha okay no lah! LOOOVE THEM!

/ps just writing eventho they wont read it lol/

b2utys

really really happy i met so many awesome b2utys as well as kpop fans on twitter. tho maybe im not the best twitter budd or what but like i think im really lucky to be able to know you guys and like talk to you guys on twitter. you guys are the biggest reason why im on twitter(:

and also ANGEL, thankyou for going to beast events with me!!!!!!(: we should not be that awkward okay! hopefully it gets better!!!? dont you dare to find another b2uty to go with you to concert! loljk but must still go with me evn if you found someone alright!!!!(:

fellow fangirls, lets continue loving beast and all your fandoms. KPOP TO THE WORLD

ehh who else did i still miss out just thats all!!!!!(:

ok so 2011 has been pretty hard for me and all but all these people are probably the reason why there are laughtes in my life. couldnt do without them im sure.

 academic wise, very dissapointing:( did pretty well for CAs and screwed up eoy:( how awesome is that! crap it!

[Beast] 111230 비스트 대상 축하해요^_^

this boys totally deserved it;_;

2truth nextyr!(: with liying!(: thankgod

SHERLOCK HOLMES TODAY!(: complicated yet pretty awesome show!(:

merrychristmas!!!!!(:

merrychristmas guys!!!(: hope everyone spent quality time with your love ones!(:

also,HAPPYBIRTHDAY JESUS!(:

111223 iknow my love for BEAST is deep.

knowing the state that beast was in,I kinda got sad that b2uties and all are like ah IDW see them what this what that. Then when BEAST came out for musicbank, I literally cried. Got veryvery emotional. The more I sang the song the I i cried. And really couldn't bare seeing kikwang on the chair. I miss them so friggin much that I cried seeing them again. I CRIED. I never believe in fans say what they cry cos they saw their idols. But I guess its actually real. FRIGGIB EMOTIONAL NOW. I miss them. But IDW see them in pain. i really can't. REALLY I MISS THEM SO MUCH:'(

MY LOVE FOR BEAST IS REAL. NOT A IDOL CRUSH BUT LOVE YOUKNOW. DONTCARE IF ITS ONESIDED.

I LOVE BEAST FOREVER AND EVER.<3 THY ARE THE BEST<3

YOON DOOJOON

JANG HYUNSEUNG

YONG JUNHYUNG

YANGYOSEOB

LEEKIKWANG

SONGSONGWOON.

I LOVE EVERY CELL OF YOU.

and please get well soon. Rest whenever you can please.

WO AI NI BISEUTEU.  

bye sentosaa! back to reality;(

HAVENT BEEN SELFCAMING FOR LOONG SO.......(:

lastpic: went to the beach and thot this is a must do on the beach lol. Btw it was late and so notmucch pictures;(
Prob going tmr!(:

sentosa(:

at sentosa rightnow. One night stay(: pathetic me only have sentosa as a break from cca. Ohwell. so far only played the skyline&luge.

Very nice view from skyline thingy.

Here's some picture!(;

our hotel:) quite awesome view


That's all for now. Kinda fail lol only play one ride. Wanna play those flying ride hopefully tmr still can???(:
First cca pon this entire holls lol

well so apparently i found an awesome software for gif but then got that stupid watermark-.-

FIRST EVER HIDDEN CAM EXPERIENCE YOOOOOOO!(:

/friggin long post ahead/
 after training bought lunch and went to Denise house to bath and like meet so we go to mpnique's house tgt!(: I din bring my towel. Okay nrhmind. Oh and Denise house reminds me of MY PREV HOME AT FERNVALE. 23 Floor see awesome scenary gaaaaah. Anws reallypretty hoouse!(:oh we have the same lights /giggles/ haha okay whatever lag.

Ok so we texted CL and told her like we reach alr then whatwhat then she said she was going to reach and rush. Rush and reach I mean. So yeah. Then PANIC-STRIKEN. Asked that wan ER to not call so early dw listen tsktsk. ANYWAYS so we divided tha team. Me and Denise go wait for Cl at the bus stop whole the rest go buy cake. So walkwalkwall then wan ER ask me to walk slower /thru text/ so I slowed down my pace BUT THEY DINT CARE!!!! UGH SO IT WAS STILL QUITE FAST LOL. ok but they reached we reached then blahblahblah dk what to do. Then awkwardawkward then I i said I was tired and went into the room AND STARTED LAUGHING LIKE THERE WAS NO TMR! Lololol. Then Monique came in and we started argueing lol. Damn funny okay. Laugh like siaaaaaaao! Then waner came in she talk ah haven't even finish sentence laughing alr. Then Kath came in too and like haha damn drama can. OKAY THEN LIKE WE HAD TO SCREAM LOUDER COS THE REST CANT HEAR. I SO I LITERALLY SCREAMED. SO LOUD. Den like can't keep staying in the room right so decided that I stomp into the OTHER ROOM so I can rest! Then like liying and CL came in which was omg cos I din expectSo I i serious serious then emoemo then ahyoh. Then Monique ask us go outta the room. Then like enoemo. Ahyah vrrydelong. Then bitch argue at the living room. Then I asked CL to apologise cos it was her fault / like WTH but I thot it had to end soon or else NO END YO/ so she go say sorry then tadaaaa icecream into her face! LOL IT WAS SO TIRING ARGUEING . AND CL CRIED ;') AWWW HAPPYHAPPYLOL! but its like damn ridiculous! But who cares it worked!!!!!^^
then did HELL LOTTA PRANK CALL!
Mine was:
Hi I like to snuggle in your toehair with a towel. But before that lets do it to save the world. I'm califragiebosjwosjsksjjsbq /whatever word that was/ and bye.
lmao. The others did stupid convo too!!!(:
tiredmax:/ cca and all. but its an awesome experience hidden cam!(: always wanted to do it!
KUDOS TO CLIQUE!!!(:
CL LIYING WAN ER KATH DENISE MONIQUE!!!<3
p.s.: doesn't the slamming door seem familloar to b2utys? That's right too!!!(: b2st idol maid!!!!(: hwhe

United Cube Brazil - B2ST #4 Yoseob♥Kikwang♥Dongwoon

ohmygod. that kiss. call it gay for antikpop. i call it bromance yo. its kinda sad seeing kikwang emo cos he cant stand ;( /cries an ocean/ but after yoseob looked at him he smiled aww:') and dongwoon kissed him and that smile:') these boys make me smile soo much<3

PLEASE GET WELL SOON KIKWANG

if you're a b2uty bynow youknow kwang sprained his ankle;'( I thot it wasn't serious. I mean who doesn't sprain ankle. Everyone in netball does atleast. But srrsly,he's in a wheelchair,crutches:(

Is cube just letting fans not worry?:(

Leegikwang this is an order. Please restmore and get well soon.NO. Recover. Its sad seeing him like this. God please bless him. We,b2utys will be with you all the way:( ugh it sucks:( how can he still smile like this despite being in a wheelchair>< is he fascinated by the wheelchair or sth?
I'm still blogging at this time. I should sleep. Training tmr. Recover soon kikwang:(
And RIP to the knatz sone who died this morning too;(

#LUNARECLISPE

omw home from vivo, saw that its lunareclospe today! So was staring at the moon for so long but neh din see it tooooo red!

This was what I saw like on the cam. But rl,can rly see the fading purple thingy. This is what you SHOULD SEE even on the cam

(Cr. @_yoonjiyeon
A LIL. SECRET

OKAY. NOW WENT TO VIVO spent quite a lot for just me today;o
Bought my first flowery anything EVER thanks to my dad I've came out of the plain/bright/strips clothes!!!(:
AND FINALLY MY BAG. HAPPYHAPPY.

Okok byebye for nooow!(:oh and obviously all from FOREVER21.

"bynow can see who is ready who is not"

I swear I died a little when are said that. As well as "first week when sch reopen is the FINAL SELECTION"

I'm afraid man;( played only 2quaters and the first one I thot was okay not that bad 2nd one was CRAPI i stepped onto that stupid line and offside for like 3times-_-

Ahyah IDK lah:<

19 Fighting for 12 positions. 7 Leh. That's like one whole team of people NOT playing;<

WHATCRAP?!

wah eventho they say Ws not big position but IDC as long as I play for the team/sch that's what I want.

am i the ready or not ready.

shin splints

so that's the word. Shin splints. Been feeling this pain for so long then suddenly now its more painful;o

Shall not have xin Li zuo Yong den cannot play well. And miss Leong said that on Friday,she'll put those that she wanna see more to play more. And like those that she knows the capability play lesser.

IDK. I shall just do mah best.

Lol. I'm all and nrtball these days. I wanna get into school team alright!

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Ask me questions about EVERYTHING ANYTHING http://www.formspring.me/audreyyahhh

went to NEX today for movie!!(:

joined them only at 1230 cos I rly hate vampires stuff and they were watching breakingdawn soo yeah.
Watched pussinboots!!! Okaylah storyline kinda nice!
& Had gongcha for the first time in my entire life!!!! Kinda prefer KOI tho!
Ohwell, training tmr!!!! And then gonna massage @ orchard once again!!!!!!

CARNI. @ FAIRFIELD METHODIST

okay I'm damn tired rightnow.

Okay so we played with BOWEN,FAIRFIELD and NANYANG.

I only played 2 quaters tho):

Played for GK for the Fairfield game. AND THE GS IS SO SO SO TALL. I COULDNT SEE A THING OK.

buT the pressure was kinda okay I i jumped for a ball and touched it.kyah.

Okay atleast I dud my best!!!!! ;D

and for WA for the NANYANG GAME!

It was bad. NOT GOOD.

oh and after the GK GAME. The team kinda like happyhappy for me that kind. I swear feeling the support from the team was asdghjkl. I almost teared. Starting off as one of the most suckish player and now finally getting that little bit of recognition. I'm liking it. Ofcourse i gotta do way better and yeah!!!!(:

P.s:haha IDK but i think i defend better than attack now?lol

i told you more was coming

you. mad.

i. see. you.

LMAO OK FOUND A GIF APP ON MY DAD PHONE. /ADDICTED/ /MORE TO COME/

HAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHA. oh fake laughing see who can laugh longer

pepsi cola 1,2,3 chiong ah!

/fangirling mode/

its bothering me lol.

I had this crazy dream. But I swear it was awesome. But iknow its just a dream. But it felt so real. Obviously it'll not happen but I kept thinking about it. Lol I sound pedo fangirl.

But haha okay atleast i said this out. HAHA BUT I SWEAR IT WAS SRRRSLY A DAMN AWESOME DREAM.

liking this picture!!(: like random moment!!(: despite my gums-_-

^^

!!!(: finally bought nailpolish!!!(:

From LA GIRL @ METRO!

So how is it??(: SHATTER RLY WORKS LIKE MAGIC.

anws yearbook came already I'm like OMG yay!!!(;

Nothing much for the weekends I guess just clearing of my studying table tmr and then ken's b'day ok sundaaaaaaay!

Byyong;)