Now, its the last day of April and im getting shit again. April has been horrible. Horrible shit really. My keys. Didn't bring them, again and again. Reflected started bringing it. Now today I forgotten again I really dk what shit am I doing. Dissapointing. And my phone bills. Seriously. Why is this shit happening. Its me right. Being really irresponsible these days. This month has been super dissapointing for my parents and myself. Its horribleshit since im not really a person like that. Really time to reflect. I need a solution. I need to do something rather than just randomly saying I'll change. "actions speak louder than words" do something. I NEED TO FIND SOLUTION. all I can hope for is that may would be a better month. No im gonna make it a better month. I cannot be rebellious. I'm gonna take in all good pointers. And I have to stop this shit. I dont wish for it to stop. I'll have to make the shit change. And idk CA is coming, I NEEED TO DO WELL. Started on revision am I gonna get shit results again. IDK. No more dissapointments. My life is getting messed up screwed up cos of all this little things that dissapoint people the shit outta them.
I just wanna say sorry to my parents who I have been creating so much problems. Shit has to stop.

•Last day of April. May a new start. A new me. No more dissapointments. Lets go•

the netball tee is damn bloody amazingggg<3
audreyyahhh(:

So RomeoAndJuliet yesterday! It was pretty cool imean its the first time! But I have to say it stressful watching it since I was having flu and cough and its like I can't sneeze or cough loud. Worse off its like my nose was going crazy and I was busy sniffing people prob thot I was crying. Ohwells. It was fun seeing people in dresssessss! Everyone was prertyyyyy. Supper at Macs? Like 11plus. Felt naughty since its imean just weird. Byyonggggg.
Pictures credits to like everybodyyy. Fav pic has to be teamshooot! And im missing clique pic will post againnn

audreyyahhh(:

Haha today just felt like an eventful day. Ok anyways, speech done like finally. Totally awwsmiled when I saw the minhyuklovesme. Don't judge lol. Its my friends who forgotten about kikwang8)
And cip blahblah walking home without my socks feeling harass. Ok main point been reading this lia's guide to winning the lottery or sth. Its not like some gambling book! Just happened to see it during my boring cip. So anws, its a pretty practical book. About money. Who doesn't wanna be rich. This kinda changed my opinion. But still, I wanna be atleast a lil rich. Good book still tho(: can't believe I finished reading it like in 3days. WOW FANTASTIC BABY. Training starts as per normal tmr:(
omg and miss ong kinda said I got into cheer? Maybe its just audition? IDK not keeping my hopes too high!

I miss doing this. I miss staying up late to practice. I miss getting blisters cos of doing this. I miss putting on super thick makeup to perform under spotlight. I miss hearing the applause and feeling satisifed after performing. I miss being on stage. I miss doing what I like. I miss doing what I love. I wanna do this. Not netball. Netball yes, but THIS, dance, I want it. Badly. But im never gonna get my chance. I wanna dance.

Finally watched the hungergames! Awesome movieeeee!!!(:
And all these inspiring pretty things I can't even;_______; when will it be my turn~_____~

audreyyahhh(:

Got new pair of sport shoes since the bananas sole are like super worn out!!8) but will still take turn hehee:)
The sole for this is damn solid. Hhohoho red collection is increasing!(:
audreyyahhh(:

Comp was pretty much bad today. Well, we did touch the qualification line but they decide to not measure okaylah whatever. Then again, we were not aiming for just to qualify. Sigh. Ohwells, going back to netball on wed alr! Kinda excited. #noswiftsidesimmediatelyplease #nointervalsplease #willdie

with love from my Omnia, Audrey

Okok Aprils fools over! Soon! Hehehehe thanks to every who fell for mine and made me day happy!(: COMP TMR ALL THE WAYUYY(:

with love from my Omnia, Audrey