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very affected by two things now.

school team. Seriously. Nextweek we are gonna know who's in schteam and like I'm nervous shit. I mean,I improved but IM VERY NOT CONSTANT. And for a WA, Stephanie is a huge competiter. she plays damn well. And like centres also can play center? So I'm stressed. I wanna be in school team:( and I don't just say it know,i think its obvious that i really give my best? during training? Well atleadt to me. IDK if the teachers feel it. And evenso,am i good enough. OMG.
WEIGHT.
Recently we just took our weight and I'm damn affected by it okay. Its kinda too heavy for my friggin height. And even my biggest qus, IS IT MUSCLES OR FATS. If its muscles I'm fine with it. As long as i don't look fat. Seriously. But ugh idkIDK Just damn affected okay. I even went to ask miss Leong about it. Takes a hellotta courage.
HAIYAH IDK LAH. hopefully i get over this weight thingy soon.
AND PLEASE. SCHOOLTEAM OHGOD.
/p.s.: just had to come here and FA XIE/

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