기광아 happy birthdayyy!<3,. Older and older each day. Stamina's getting bad right. Sigh. I am so tired right now but I decided to stay up late since this happens once in a life time. I really appreciate the fact that you are in this world. Without you, life without not have been the same. Without BEAST. you guys have brought so much happiness to my life. In fact sorrows, anger as well. But in the end, this are what makes me stronger. You inspire me. From AJ to now LEE GIKWANG. I love you. I have been a fan for 3years already, I have not gotten any attention from you. I am sad. But its okay. At least myself know that i am supporting you. People said you changed but i understand. You are tired. Seeing you with your schedules, it hurts. And your leg injuries. It feels like i know you personally. But no, i am just a fangirl. But i am satisfied with it. I just don't have the life of a lucky person, getting attention or what so ever. It is fine. I will continue loving you. One sided love. Be it that way. I love you baby. Please continue being that LEE GIKWANG. Don't change. I love you for who you are. This is translated from GOOGLE so it probably does not make sense and you probably won't care but it is fine. I still love you. I think i will never get a boyfriend because of you. Even though i am a fan of BTOB now, i believe that no matter what LEE GIKWANG is still the first, forever and ever.
Happy birthday Gikwang. Take care and i love you.
Anyways, I just had to rmb today. Not only its kikwang b'day, friggin ran 10 mins48 secs for 2km. FIRST TIME IN MY ENTIRELIFE.

and his selfca, i haven't seen this real smile for years. Finally:')