Reflection day

Well, today reflection day, it was not bad. But what really craze me was when father Simon did the little prayer before recess. I just couldn't contain my emotions an just broke down. Like I've hurt people this year, and it's crazy cos IDEK what was I thinking and I'm constantly get forgiven and the other friend gets hurt. It's stupid how I've not been appreciating these friends and doing stupid stuff an childish stuff like this. Just really really sorry and it's I really don't know I'm sorry. And the school year,2012, it's so damn fast, can it please stop. Soon we'll get our classes for next year, people get separated and all the shit will happen again. I don't wanna lost anyone again, or have immature thoughts on hating. Everyone this year I don't wanna lose them at all it's not even funny. I really don't know how I survive this yet without them. I'm so thankful for all this and it's crazy knowing that, know, there is a chance of losing them... Can time please stop?🕛